December 2009
November 2009
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From last night's conversation with a great kid..
Linda: but honestly speaking though
u are one of the kindest people i kno
i can say that i wouldnt be who i am without u =]
Me: aww, that's not true
Linda: although being one of the ppl who shaped me into this dorky sappy person might not be something we want to advertise to the world
xD
naw its true
u listen to me when i need u to
u dont judge me
u take me for who i am
more than tat u have no expectations for me
Me: haha i like you as a sappy, dorky person =] i can't imagine you any other way!!
Linda: so i am free to be who i am (all the sappiness included) xD
Me: ha yeah i guess that's true
Linda: it is =]
u kno how rare it is to have that freedom?
where i can say anything and kno i will still be loved?
and do anything and kno tat there will always be one person who will stand beside me
even if i fucked up bad?
Me: yeahh..you're right
that is rare
but that's just who i am
Linda: exactly! =D
Me: haha point proven?
Linda: mmhm
=]
-hugs-
so its hard not to love u!
=D
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Two Starving Orphans overcome with INSOMNIA, FALSE HOPES, and SEMI-BROKEN...
– Rachel Self ( @RachelSelf )
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Incapable of Falling Asleep
10 Things I Want For Christmas:
A Flip Video camcorder
Plane ticket to Oklahoma
A pair of the Macbeth Tegan Quin Studio Project Nolan shoes
A pair of the Macbeth Sara Quin Studio Project Nolan shoes
Sunglasses
Money
World of Warcraft
Legos
An acoustic guitar
LOVE
9 Musicians/Bands I Love:
Death Cab for Cutie
Hunter Burgan
Tegan and Sara
Chiodos
Paramore
Silversun Pickups
Girls in...
I DON'T WANT TO BE A FLOOR MAT
Rachel: you smile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kathryn: it's hard to smile when i dont have to fake it .. ha .. that sounds so EMO
Rachel: =(
Kathryn: no frowning!
Rachel: lidhgldh
Kathryn: you know what i hate, dude.. i hate how blah's the first person to make me smile each day .. argh .. bfadhoivgnbapov
Rachel: i know exactly what you mean .. it sucks
Kathryn: yeah and blah knows that i'm not okay, even though i try to mask it
Rachel: which makes you feel like you have this connection that is hard to explain to people that haven't experienced it .. yeah, i know what you mean
Kathryn: yeah and it makes me wonder if blah feels that connection, too, or if it's all in my head
Rachel: yep, know exactly what you mean
Kathryn: yeah
Rachel: and if blah does feel it, why is blah evading it
Kathryn: and that thought leads me to, "is it because i'm so far away? how would things be if i was there right now?".. and i'm tired of that shit
Rachel: yeah, i understand dude .. you and i are the floor mats..congrats ha
Kathryn: haha .. i guess it could always be worse
Rachel: this is very true .. =)
I cannot sleep at all. This is the third night now that I’ve been having this problem. The sad part is that I really need to be productive tomorrow and the rest of this upcoming week. With Thanksgiving being right around the bend, I need to complete my room and buy groceries for the dinner I’m cooking this year.
Yeah, I still live with my mum but, this year, I’m the one who...
I want to write until I have nothing else to say, and express myself and my thoughts in a way that everyone would understand, even if people find it meaningless.
I will do such things.
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sometimes i start to wonder, is it worse to love someone and never really share a tender kiss, or is it worse to love someone and always ponder what would have happened if you made that move and risked everything?
I’ve compiled a list of topics to write about. There’s a lot of things that have been troubling my mind when I can’t sleep at night, so I’ll purge those thoughts on here.
Might as well do something creative and productive with them, no?
It has been a really long time…
My creativity levels have been at an all-time low. Hopefully, with the return of my MacBook Pro, creativity will dwell within me and I’ll post some beautiful things soon.
HOPEFULLY.